If happy ever after did exist

"Maaf."

Pernah mendengar, konon satu maaf bisa membuyarkan ribuan hari? 

And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

**

"Nanti aku mau begini, mau begitu, mau banyak sekali."
"Kamu kayak Doraemon..."
"Biar. Pokoknya nanti aku pengen set rumah macam minimalis Jawa."
"Hah? Minimalis Jawa?"
"Iya. Berkarakter, tapi tetap njawani."
"Hehe, ya ntar diatur aja..."
"Dit?"
"Ya?"
"Aku sayang kamu."

You turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away

**

"Halo, selamat pagi."
"Selamat pagi."
"Sibuk?"
"Lumayan. Baru bangun?"
"Iya, semalam lembur diantara spreadsheet. Deadline akhir tahun."
"Oh... ehh--nanti aku telepon lagi, ya."
"Emang lagi dimana, Dit?"
"Nggak sih, lagi jalan aja ini, mumpung weekend."
"Oh. Iya."
"Sudah dulu, ya." 
KLIK.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

**

"Eh, bagusan yang mana? Lu pilih yang bener kenapa?"
"Yaelaa, ini juga lagi milih. Ng, ini bagus sih."
"Coba-coba. Mana? Ini? Lingkarannya pas sih di jari. Yang ini?"
"Coba yang ini deh, simpel tapi chic. Cocok buat cewek lu."
"Eits, bukan 'cewek'. Tapi 'calon bini'."
"Iye iye. Calon istri lu."
"..."
"Kok diem?"
"Iya, gue nggak nyangka, gue yang begajulan begini bisa juga berkomitmen."
"Hahaha. Finally, eh?"
"Yes. Hehe. Thank's anyway. Lu, kapan?"

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

**

"Ada beberapa hal yang masih harus dipertimbangkan, Re. Ini bukan hal yang gampang."
"Meski ada batasan jarak?"
"Ya."
"Jadi?"
"Jadi...aku mempertimbangkan karirku. Karirku baru saja naik, menanjak. Jadi...mungkin ditunda dulu..."
"Oh..."
"Kamu?"
"Entahlah."

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

**

"How's life?"
"Plain."

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of shit
One more stupid love song, I'll be sick